My Immortal Soul

Archive for September 2008

Crazy little thing called life

Posted by: prettylittleangelaura on: September 28, 2008

I havent written on here in a while and i’m not exactly sure why.
Lately i’ve been sitting back and look at life through a different perspective (or at least trying). Hoping and praying to understand why things happen in the world…
*Why are people starving? Dying? homeless and helpless?
*Why are we spending so much money on boob jobs and [...]

Failure

Posted by: prettylittleangelaura on: September 17, 2008

I’m in 5 classes…
*A&P 1
*Math 20
*Marching Band
*University Experince
*Lifetime Welness
I’m passing Math and Marching Band… Woohoo! -_-””‘
I’m gonna freaking fail outta college!!! I SWARE!!!
So in high school, i was babied to death and rarely ever had to study, but now i’m in the big, bad college and it’s kicking my sorry arse because i have no [...]

Stupid mistakes

Posted by: prettylittleangelaura on: September 15, 2008

I put my trust in someone to help me save myself from myself… he said he’d always be here if i needed to talk, if i needed to cry, if i thought i was going to slit my wrist again… he’d come save me and take care of me…  but when i crashed last night, was bawling [...]

Crashing

Posted by: prettylittleangelaura on: September 14, 2008

So the more i hang out with my girls the more depressed i get. I know i’m young, stupid, and nieve…
but i miss my boyfriend
the more i want him in my arms
the more i wanna kiss him
the more and more i start to drink. start to smoke. try not to cry and slit my wrists.
I’m [...]

Rushing through life

Posted by: prettylittleangelaura on: September 9, 2008

I sit in my dorm… watching nickeloden and playing with my hair and my make up… wondering where my life went too.  I’m a freshman in college feeling like i should be a freshman in high school, feeling like i shouldnt have a care in the world… but i’m almost fully responsible for myself at [...]

She’s against me…

Posted by: prettylittleangelaura on: September 1, 2008

Is it lying to say you don’t remember something when you don’t remember something?
Is it bad to not have every online conversation and message written to every single person ingrained into my brain?
I made a mistake by not knowing every fact before opening my giant (online) mouth and trying to be all sexy and stuff. [...]



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